My story
Music is where my work originates.
Everything else exists to support it.
After many years of struggling with infertility, my spouse and I finally saw positive pregnancy tests.
Several of them.
It was winter. Lots of snow. We were camping in a mobile home in the very north of Sweden. Surrounded by mountains.
In that moment, I felt it all the way into my bones.
I needed to make a change.
I needed to prioritize my happiness.
Not only for myself, but for the child I was carrying.
Growing up, my mother lived with depression and recurring physical illness. I spent much of my childhood alone with her, wishing I could make her well again.
Now, standing there looking at the two lines on the pregnancy tests over and over again, it became clear to me.
I needed to put my own oxygen mask on first.
I needed to prioritize becoming a happy, healthy mum.
Not someday. Not “when things calm down”. But now.
Music, the thing closest to my heart, became my choice.
My mother sang when she was happy, still does.
I sang to comfort myself, still do.
Music has always been how I stay close to life.
While pregnant, I contacted a producer and recorded four songs.
It was 2020.
Those songs became an EP called Into Space.
Songs about taking a leap of faith.
About not knowing and still daring to believe.
About belonging.
About living a life fully lived.
About moving forward despite fear.
Today, my daughter is five years old.
All four songs from that EP are released.
I’ve also released a very special piece of music:
A vocal interpretation of Clair de Lune.
That melody lived with me throughout my labor and stayed with me for years afterward. It became a slight obsession, actually.
Rewriting it as a vocal arrangement. Recording it.
I released it in May 2025.
The birth of my daughter and the making of this song marked a quiet but decisive shift into the next phase of my life.
Motherhood.
Artistry.
And taking responsibility for my own fulfillment and happiness.
On my own terms.
My music has reached thousands of people, connecting me with listeners around the world who tell me it has soothed them, given them peace, and helped them feel less alone.
Knowing that my music and writing are helping others means a lot to me.
It makes me want to keep going with the work.
Dive deeper.
Fly higher.